Please help i am ruined in love?

she was my cl mate in 1996 we liked each other then i came to pakistan and here i realized that i have made the worst mistake of my life and that was i had fallen in love with her now that 11 years have ped but i couldnt forget her instead my love is becoming stronger but i dont know any way to contact or convay me message her name is laura hughes she lives in cellar i know that much about her please could any one tell me any way to contact her please help me out i dont know that if she loved me or not but i am ruined her